For the rest of my life

My sister let me listen to a song entitled "For The Rest Of My Life" from Maher Zain. Now im addicted to most of his songs. Here is the lyrics of 'For the rest of my life' its very beautiful.

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
Artist: Maher Zain
Album: Thank You Allah
Copyright: Awakening Records 2009

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1) Besarnya pahala sesuai dgn besarnya ujian dan cobaan. Sesungguhnya Allah ‘Azza wajalla bila menyenangi suatu kaum Allah menguji mereka. Barangsiapa bersabar maka baginya manfaat kesabarannya dan barangsiapa murka maka baginya murka Allah. {HR.Tarmidzi)

2)Seorang hamba memiliki suatu derajat di surga. Ketika dia tidak dapat mencapainya dgn amal-amal kebaikannya maka Allah menguji dan mencobanya agar dia mencapai derajat itu.

To do or not to

Decisions,decisions,decisions
Its really hard making a decision especially when i have to choose between making the right decision and the logical one.Im about to decide on something and it has me thinking for days, thinking on what to do and not doing it because im filled with guilt or 'pity'.
This 'thing' might seem cruel to the naked eye but deep down i know that its the best decision ever.BUT,my emotions always gets the best of me, this is why sometimes i hate myself because i do things not because its the right thing but because i do it to please others. I need help seriously.