90's rewind

This morning, my sister was rummaging through our walk in wardrobe and she found our soft toys.. the teddy bears and such.. and she found her doll that was a gift from mother years back..

then it came upon me that i never had any fetish for dolls.. i was never a doll's person.. i could remember clearly that all the dolls that were given to me as a child would end up in the bin.. the barbie dolls that i owned, would eventually have their heads and arms dislocated,hair cut and clothes,lost..

the only soft toys that managed to be alive were teddy bears and i still have the teddy bear that comfort me as a child 17 years ago..

impromptu

Have you ever had this feeling that people are watching you? well i do.. i always have this feeling that im being watched everytime i go out be it alone, with family or friends.. its a very uncomfortable feeling.. i just feel that people are staring at me at my every move and always worry what people think about me...

maybe its low self-esteem or maybe its a mental problem??
just to sidetrack... its ok that i cant wear make-up at least i have natural blushers =P



weeeeeeeeeeeee.. another cousin getting married this thursday..

music

Currently loving the songs, Because of you by kelly Clarkson feat Reba McEntire..and also the song, nyala by Aliff aziz =)

to ponder about..

selamat pagi sayang, good morning sunshine/love..
well have you ever pondered on how lucky we are to be able to hear this. and yet some of us grumble to wake up in the morning as we have to go to work,school or face the morning rush,crowded transport etc..

I think that all of us just have to relax and start the day with a smile, have positive thoughts and be grateful as we get to wake up in the morning and live life.. and maybe make a habit of saying our prayers every morning thanking the almighty for giving us another chance to see the world.. what if one day we dont wake up, forever? then it wouldn't it be too late for regrets?death doesn't wait a minute,second or for you to bid your last goodbyes..

"solatlah wahai teman sebelum kamu disolatkan.. "

craving..

Im currently craving for chocolate muffins or brownies filled with walnut.. ummm yummy! ada siapa2 nak belikan??


omg this is truly a random post..

hmm

my sister's birthday is tomorrow! what to get her?

cinta

atas nama cinta aku buta..
atas nama cinta aku gila..

benar? fikirkan..


oooh im in love.. deeply,madly truly.. you're my secret obesession,my secret love.

blessings in disguise

Went to visit the dermatologist last friday and was approved to have latex dermatitis..
yesterday marks the end of my service as a dental surgery assistant due to my allergy to gloves and sensitivity to potential allergens such as chemicals ,disinfectants etc...

all i can say is alhamdullilah. though ive lost my job, i see this as a blessing in disguise. no more stress . so now all i have to do is look for a new course.