check and mate

I don't understand, its coming to the end of my menstruation cycle,Ive passed the painful cramps on the first 2 days yet im feeling moody only now .. and i swear this is the worst i had all my life. No im not exaggerating. I'm feeling all sorts of emotions at the same time.. Suddenly i feel like crying, im restless,im angry at things i shouldnt be angry about and im suddenly depressed.Maybe its the effect of the hormone pills that ive missed for 3 weeks.sh*t

i miss my long hair
i miss my ndc friends.
i miss my bestfriends.
and it just doesnt help when i see exaggerated edited pictures of girls. because it makes me angry that i feel ugly..


the song suitable would be if i were a boy.