lonely.

I guess when people grow up, they are attached to more responsibilities thus the busy schedule and lesser time for family. Everyone's been so so busy and there's been lesser conversations.Since i have a very flexible schedule, im at home most of the time. Its getting so boring and im starting to feel lonely. Even on weekends the two days i look forward to, have been the same lately. Going out and spending time with the family is getting less frequent now. Everyone is too busy with life even on weekends they are occupied or lazy to go out cause they need the rest.I cant always be spending time with friends,they have their own life.I wished i was still a kid when holidays, meant holidays and my parents will always bring us on short trips across the causeway.

Going out alone is fun, but too much 'me' time can be so boring.One of the reason i didnt want to work this year was because,i wanted to spend my last phase of being a teen before im bombarded with responsibilities of an adult. I wanted to remember my teens and not look back with regret in the future.I guess, id better change my mundane lifestyle and find something 'PRODUCTIVE' to do and get rid of this 'lonely' feeling.


Sigh.